What is even the point of it? Of us????

I don't get it.... I like you, I think you like me too, but nothing..... WHY??? This is killing me. I don't want to live up to that Stereotype of Canadians being sayers not doers. I want to do something with you..... Why is that so hard to do???? I guess it isn't, but it seems like that because I feel completely lost right now..... I'm questioning everything and I don't like that I'm starting to question even us being together..... why is it me that has to establish it, establish anything...... Is it a lost cause?