How do you accept the decisions made in your past, if people from your past are still in your life..... They're not causing pain intentionally, but the reminder of the way things were is still overbearingly present and overwhelming. Is it possible to remove them completely, from your life, your thoughts?? Why would you want to?

The past is attestament to who we are today and is by no means a bad thing. So why do I feel I am going nowhere, not moving forward or anything, with friends, with school, with life. It feels like I am in the same retrograde motion that is counter productive.

It just feels like I am at square one again, beginning from the start of something that never began in the first place...