There is a cloud of doubt above my head now. Of course I wish it was washed away with sunshine and blue skies. But that's all wishful thinking.

Everybody says the same thing, that I should just let go, because I've been hanging on for far too long and that it's not really fair to me, I'm the one reluctant to believe them because they aren't in the same position as me to understand what I am going through,  so I am the only one that can really see what the situation is for what it is.

And so I can't help but feel is it worth fighting for, or am I fighting for a lost cause?