Transpiration...

Hi dear friends,

How long has it been???

A while, huh?

Well, a lot has happened during the past few weeks of me not writing.

I don't really know what has prevented me from writing more. Perhaps, I didn't feel the need to write, because I was going through whatever it was I needed to go through to get to where I am right now.... which is exactly where I need to be. :)

First, I would like to start this crazy post by (only because I just finished brushing them) saying that I often get comments on my teeth.... "Natasza, you have amazing teeth, have you ever had braces?"

Thankfully, the answer is a strong and repugnant, "No, I have not had braces." Actually, I am one of the lucky ones that did have a gap between her teeth and it naturally closed. Now my teeth are just super straight.  No one has commented me on the whiteness of my teeth, not yet anyway.... but the trick and this one is seldom known and recently learned.... Neem oil and toothpaste. Be for warned because the Neem oil is potent and strong and is a taste that needs to be acquired (it is rather putrid), but it helps to work.... also banana skin.... the inside of a banana peel, rubbing that on your teeth helps to whiten them. Of course these things can be taken with a grain of salt as it may or may not work/ apply/ resonate with every/any one but.... these are just some thoughts that are coming to me and I feel like sharing them.... going with the flow with how I feel this post should go and that is splattered everywhere, like a blank canvas and a few dozen pails of paint.

Hmmmm, what else can I share.... On my birthday I received a gift from my friend K* she bought me something from Indigo and had a gift receipt slipped in with the purchase as well. It was A-mazing, because I had some time to leaf through the book originally bought and return it... basically I felt terrible about what I was reading and could no longer have that book in my possession, that is how strongly I felt about it. I used the gift receipt to buy some Tree Oracle cards..... oOOOOooooo Ahhhhhhhh. That fit is much better. I use them and they are so gracious.... trees in general, ALL trees are such gracious beings.... Love them all. They really hit home for me... so that is something I have been doing. Although, that is fifteen minutes of my day....maybe less?

There is this BIG thing with Ted* that has happened, my world... kind of BIG.

I feel like this is such a remedy post, in hopes of "fixing" or "erasing", or "rewriting" and reversing all the prior posts to this one that are INTENSELY written. But, you know what..... there is absolutely no point for that because it is what it is. I wrote and shared my experiences and could not be more happier with ALL of them than I am right now....... I am actually on some kind of high.... a high that is definitely good and positive and imbuing with light and love..... NO MATTER what happens. And that is an absolutely incredible feeling. I could jump up and down forever, except now I am yawning and need to go to bed soon. ANyways.... so I guess in a word.... reversing the damage I feel some posts prior to this one have created, is what this post was initially intended for, but, BUT... the meaning is soon changing.....

So, another thing I did was purchase a bunch more books of which I have yet to get into fully, but am totally psyched about them all. MOre on spirituality and ways to advance myself along my current gorgeous path. :)

OH there is this AMAZING news.... I am so, so, so, so EXCITED to be going on my trip to PEI. I am so excited about the connections I will make there. And quite frankly the most exciting part is that it just called me and I am going there..... I have never had a place just call me and me to go and be there for whatever it is that I need to be present for.... but my heart is smiling and goosebumps are trickling all over my body..... that's how you know it's a good decision. and SIGN. :)

I would share the events of what have taken place with Ted* but that story is still unfolding.....  I helped set it in motion, whatever is going to happen, will happen. But that is really all that needs to be said, written, conveyed, right now...

Oh my Goodness, I almost forgot.... I am in love, IN LOVE with the Tiger now..... so cute!!!! I was going through some old stuff, in my keep sake and my closet in hopes of eliminating things that no longer need to be in my life and came across a childhood stuffed plush "toy" tiger. I liked tigers than and therefore they have come back into my life as I seem to not stop thinking of them, or they are in the back of my head always... I changed my desktop and it's a sleeping beauty tiger, who looks so peaceful and soft....so cute. :)

This post has been a scatter plot... hasn't it? I would say I accomplished that! :)

Good night amazing people of the world!




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