I feel like the worst sister in the world. I'm the person that you're supposed to feel comfortable telling anything to. ANYTHING and to the extent to which is up to you. I shouldn't put restraints on something that is supposed to be natural to us- talking and sharing, expressing ourselves!

I try not to apologize a lot, because the more and more I say the words, the more empty they are. But for what it's worth, I am sorry that I made you feel reluctant to tell me things now. Especially since it's our release, being able to vent to the people we want to share those things with. What more can I say but I hope things get better with time.