I'm scared of losing you already. Even though I don't even have you, but the thought of it just makes me want to cry.  And I know I may be emotional right now because I''m probably getting my period soon, but what we have so far feels good and we're growing together and that feels even better too.

I know that if I tell you that I have a blog and you see this, you may be freaked. So I'm going to hold off on telling you for a wee while anyway.